“”It’s fucking horrible when you are the person who…”
Thank you anon, your words are really meaningful to me, and I liked very much to read those. It is kind of funny to be understood by someone I don’t know, in an incredible way, and it made me smile. I am feeling very better now and I have decided to never see this friend again, and I have decided too that I have no friends and everyone around me is a fucking bastard and I must trust no one. I am happy I can share this with you! As for anon, I hope you too can have some peace of mind, and I hope those who get you sad go away, and that someone nice stays. That is what I would wish for myself..
I already told a lie today. And I am not stopping. I will lie about how fine I think our friendship is at the moment and I will look straight into your eyes and say how lovely I think you are. And for the rest of the day I will be listening you to tell me your stories like I myself don’t have any to tell you.
I fucking hate myself.